In pulling myself together,
In making my own decisions,
In having plans, but not fearing derisions,
I have it.
In quiet nights,
In the frosty, sparkling breath that dances underneath the starry canopy of the Universe.
In solitude,
I have it.
In a peaceful drive,
In the orange and yellow bursts of light that crest the horizon as the rooster crows while I pass by,
In tranquility,
I have it.
In death,
In that uncertain day where all that is certain is having spent a lifetime of moments laughing, crying, dreaming, doing, growing with, and learning from the ones I loved,
In the inevitable,
I will have it.